Kiss

Projects

Haiz!! >
Headache to find material for project!
Crap!!! More project coming up!
Life time is too busy nowadays :(((

Lol! although teachers will help the student to do their project, I feel is tooo many to do!
Never ends with project!
Thanks goodness because this year is my final year to do all type of SPM project!
I hate to do project during school life time!

P-R-O-J-E-C-T   I HATE YOU!

Hard to Face it!

Sometime friends and even yr very close friends will hurt you.
now i no problem to face this problem!
To dear friends in outside there,
To christian: we must pray to god to help us.
                   god always at yr beside whenever you go
                   god will guide you and help you in yr problems
                   do not fear to face yr problem
                   share yr problem to yr close christian friends.

Problems that i have at 2009,
On 2009 i have many problem to face it.
God will not open only one eye but two eyes.
many time i feel i have no guide and no hope, i will cry for help.
I will pray to god that he can help me to face to face the fear and to friends.
many problem went i'm at 2007 to 2009...
I many time read the same verse to god.
I keep praying for my friends and schoolmates.
Sometime i feel is not esay to face against yr dislike friends
Is true sometimes!

Back From School

:D. I'm happy to be back from school! Awesome. Many things happen today.
Yes! That boy didn't come. YAHOOOOO! Thx to the lord for answering my pray ;)

Looking forward for tmr ;)

Blogger!

May be I believe what people say about blog that, when we sad or want to express feelings and no want to express with it, we express it on blog! May be it help to cool down our emotions or feelings?

Hmmm, But sometimes lazy to update my blog because I lazy to write a long blog or short blog. Sry L

But I always try to update my blog nowadays. I scare only when I too busy and no time to update it.

Ok! Now, I feel that life is a part from knowing what is right and what is wrong. To all people may be you all can different it, But I cant! Haiz! Never Mind!

Sometimes I look down on myself, but sometimes I’m happy what I’m doing things. I can share more about it next time to show example in my life =)
See ya =)

Love

Love is Romantic. Only love is not enough. Many people can say ‘I love you’ by mouth but though yr heart leh?? Maybe say another way!

Last time I always wanted to have boyfriend because I wanted boy love or a true relationship with him. Sounds crazy?? Yes! I’m truly crazy. I’m only under 18 years old but above 15 years old =).

I wanted a boyfriend!! But, when a boy asked me can be your boyfriend. Myself tell to him said No!

Wow! I always did that on this month :O. I asked myself ‘why I always said No when people wanted me to be his girlfriend.

Then, my mind pop out about ‘type of boyfriend that I want’

Yes! Type of boyfriend that I want! Here is what I want when I choose a boyfriend……

~Christian boy (most important)

~True love on me (most important)

~Kind

~Helpful

~Romantic (Important)

~Always makes me happy when see him or when I feel sad or angry with someone

~Always want to see him

~Honest to me although he do wrong things, for me I can 4give people. (Most Important)

~Tell everything to me (his feelings, his love, his thinking) (Most Important)

~Good character (Most important)

~Obedience (Important)

~Sharing each other problem

Hahahah :D. Maybe I can dream about all the things I want to get a boyfriend!!

So perasan!!! Wanting him but got rules on it!! But the ‘most important’ and ‘Important’ is important to me or not I wont accept him!

Boyfriend

This happen last year in month of Oct/Sept.
The story begin like this, I online at night around 8pm.
Then, i chat with someone that at first i don't even know him.
I chat normally what people always say 'who are you' 'whats is yr name?' 'How old are you' and 'Which school are you from'.
Then, he answer my question above.
He told me his name and his school.
When he told me his name i wondering that time... 'I hear his name before' i told to myself.
Then, he told me his school
Then, only i realized that was my senior in my school in year 2008.

Why i call me senior??
Because i became a prefect in 2007 and i saw him before in school.
He is twins brother's =). I glad to know him at that time because i can chat with my senior :)
First time i saw him with his brother i heard many people say that both of them is not friendly
On that time i feel may be they both is not friendly la..
True surprise, I chat with one of the twin's brother ;).
When i chat with him, i feel he is a good boy la...
Then, he asked my hp number :O
Fine, i gave to him my hp number since he was a prefect in school and i know him =)
We chat until 11pm to 11.30pm.
That was the first day

The second day, i online and on that time he was online too.
Then we chat each other and ex-change msn email.
Then, we online at MSN and chat at there.
We chat and chat.
Suddenly i feel that i want to see him whether he looked as the school days last time
I ask him whether i saw me before anot at school.
Then, he say he not sure but maybe yes la..
Then, i ask him whether i can saw him again??
He answered can meet at KTM after school hour.
I said ok!

On that day, i was scare to saw him :O
Then, i braved go to KTM and meet him!
I SAW HIM AT KTM sit at there reading books!
OMG! I slowly appeared at his behind and say hello :)
He said HI!
Then i ask him whether he saw me before at school??
He say Yes!
I said ok!
Then we chat together at there.
Ok! time up! I said to him that i needed to go back to school already.
Then he say that he wanted to follow me.
I said no needed u stay here and wait for the train.
He say No!
Then i say ok then if u want to follow me!
Something was happen on that time! and sry i cant let everyone knows about it :(
That was the second time that he did that to me! ><
Truly surprise on that time :O

When i walked from KTM to school
I was thinking and thinking!
But i couldn't gave myself an answer!
Never mind!
Then he sms me!

The story is very long so i cut it short!
I summarize it!
He wanted me to be his Girlfriend! OMG!
The first, second and third answer i say NO NO NO NO!
He so persistent wanted me!
I never came a cross a man (his age above 18 years old) like this!
Gosh!
He tell me everything from last time why he wanted my hp, why he wanted to meet me, why he sms me alot of time..... (anything from me) because HE WANTED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND!

Haiz, because of this i ignore him until now!
Last time i got like him, but now i dont like him already!
I dont know how to face with him again
Hope that i won't face with him again
Whatever happen i won't choose HIM as my BOYFRIEND!

Re-Open School

Today is re-open school! I'm Happy to see back my friends. I'm looking forward to see them too! I miss my friends!
During holidays i feel so bored. I just sometimes study and online ;)
But i don't want to see someone in my class. I don't like is character >
I'm enjoy during my school days, but because of HIM! I dislike to come to school and face with him.

I will continue later! See ya =)