I'm back here again. Sorry for not updating for a long time.

Year 2016
New year starts here.
Many sad, happy, fearless and hopeless.
I'm back up again.

Cut the story short,
Year Jan 28, 2013- Mac 13, 2015 Start relationship-End relationship with "J"
April 20, 2015-Sept 15, 2015 End friendship with someone "a.k.a Frost"
Nov 1, 2015-present Start relationship with "C"

What to write again?
I have no idea

Wait, how's life now?
Life is crazy now. Meet new friends and hangout.
Although, I have someone beside who cares for me (I'm grateful), share my happiness, loves, joy, sadness and disappointment. I feel more lives connected with the social world.
Battle struggle is the most painful and hurtful. But what is life without struggling?
Hmm, I guess I prefer a perfect life.

New Boyfriend
He name is Clarence. I feel connected to him better than the past. Although, everyone has their weakness I take it. Somehow, I still afraid someone or something go against our relationship.
I hope nothing ever happen.
I still hate the memories between my past relationship, trying so hard to remove my life. But lucky, he when oversea and I don't have to see him again. Say goodbye

New Semester, New Year, New Hope
I always think the good things will be happen each day. Always smile, but deep inside me, I cry.
Knowing how difficult i am in the situation of my life that never ends.
Truly thankful to god, that brought me to meet Clarence that change my life.
He always make me smile, happy and joyful.
But one thing that hurt myself and him, I never keep myself the one thing that he wants (not going to say), but I have disappoint him, but hope he and I can overcome it.

Today, I am happy to enjoy some place like Penang and Pulau Pangkor to see a big world.